RANTING!!
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Happy National Day..
my day is happy until nite time thunder came in..i HATE u..who u thk u r..y mux i listen to u shytin..u r obviously sayin Fei Hua..dun try to act nice la..u r nt lo..say all u wan..YA, YES, i am mute i am deaf..koe y..u don exist in my life..u r a rubbish y mux i bother to listen or rather talk to a rubbish rite..
watever i do wont b rite..scold him back end up kana scold de OWAYS is Mi Mi Mi..y oways Mi..ystd i controlled i didnt scold back i hold back cox i dun wana c u unhappy oso..i act as normal still tryin v.hard to squeeze out a smile infont of u..bt u will nv koe..i cried e whole nite thru; i dont even koe when i fall aslp..bt nvm im leo wt my heart shld b v.strong...
n today.. hv a buffet session at home inviting my relatives over for my 21st bday..sumtimes she reali treats me even better den u..at least she koes hw i feel...hmmm...my uncle bring along a chinese sinseh to hlp everyone to ba mai..koe wt e doc say abt mi..he say my illness gt 3different parts v.complicated v.hard to cure..my lung n heart nt v.good..so fren don ever gv mi heart attack ah..ha..he gv mi 15pills to eat at 1GO.. imagine 15pills all gather tgt at a time in my mouth n i hv to swallow...thank god i nv tio choke la..
n n n..gng to introduce my new luv.. ("v")
ta da..
gd nite~im still nt feelin good!!!
sumone be nice to take a knife n pok mi pls... -gone-
loves;
10:12 PM
