HapPi bIrThDaY tO cAnDy... >.<
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
ystd went n celebrate candy bday..haha..meet dem ard 6at alighting point..after tt we were discussing on where to eat..den suggest to go eat cafe cartel..me n eve went n buy cake..we buy oni 1slice cox tt time gt cut alrd ma..den went back to find dem..e table is lk so small den hv to squeeze 7of us..haha..hmm..was quite fun de.. we eat n talk alot of craps..n those funny jokes.. haha..n eve gian ben wan eat e free flow bread tk alrd oni eat 2..haha..gian ben lei u..haha..was fun la..haha..we eat until ard 9smth den go off lo..went back hm..
HapPi bIrThDaY cAnDy... >.<
Nana..e bday gal..haha..
tis 2xtra..thot their bday ah..LoL..
oUr food..fIsH n Chip..
Grilled chiCkeN..
duno wt beacon..haha..e burger v.big..haha
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3 mOre dAys to OML..hahahahah...
loves;
10:30 PM
Happy advance Bday Nana..haha..
Monday, November 20, 2006
ystd went n celebrate our dear candy bday...advance celebration..meet dem ard 4smth at alighting point..after tt went suntec..wa..candy change a new hairstyle..more cute lei..haha...hmm..we were discussin on wt to eat..v.hungry le den wait slack n wait for sinhui theyll to cum...hmm.. we wanted to eat e steak bt in e end dun hv e promotion le..den wana eat fish n co...bt no space le..n in e end we eat swensen..haha..mi n qh went n dedicate song for candy..bt like cannot hear anything lk tt...so sad..bt still can hear abit la..haha..after eatin we went up to e fountain der den suddenly rain den we run back..n saw e so call tank..LOL.. wa..candy saw him so mani times ystd ah..haha..after tt went sinhui work place n eat ice cream..haha.. after tt jiu went hm le..
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haha..candy u lk gt mickey mouse ear..haha... cute sia..haha
slackin in progress..
我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你... 幸福它真的不容易...
nw is 21nov06..
hAppy bDay candy..haha...today u Big..oni today ah..hahahahaha...hope u njoy yrslef..
muz miss mi ah..haaha...frm..yr darling scandal....LOL...
loves;
10:53 PM
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
hmmm...ystd came hm late again.. when i was lying on my bed, mum gt waken up by mi.. hmm.. bt she went back slp again.. cox i slpin beside her ma..den sudd i look at her n started to drop tears....haiz...everytime i c u lk tt im reali v.sad...bt i guess der's nth i can do oso..hmmmm..n it seems lk i hv nt been stayin at hm to acc u for quite along time le..actually i envy others family alot..nt bcox of luxury or wtsoever...is e family bon tt im envy of..they can chat n talk to their parents as thot they r their frenz..hmmmmmmmm.... bt thk i hv to tk in wat tt is given to mi...
i hope i can learn to cherish wt u hv given mi...n wt u have given mi is alot enuff....
pls..... get well soon...............................
hmmm..candy..no matter wt happen happy or sad life still hv to go on.. like we say b4 happy oso 1day sad oso 1day den we might as well live happily..i koe its easy said den done...bt..we shld'nt b torturing ourselves lk tt rite.. try to b happy n life every single day of our life happy ba..i koe its hard its hard..i koe...bt..mayb tts wt life is all abt ba... b happy k...i koe u can de... cheer up gal.. =) u koe u have did yr best can le.. we koe can le.. someday he will oso koe de...at least u wont hv any regrets ba...
loves;
3:08 PM
i LuV mY mUm....hee hee.. =)
Friday, November 17, 2006
hmm..jux came hm frm pui hse..saw mum slp alrd..sudd..hmm...feel lk huggin her n say i Love u..haha.. i koe abit rou ma..bt tts wt i feel lk sayin to her..bt its hard for mi to say out lei..haha... hmm.. i told her i sprain my ankle.. she say wa..again ah..summore same place ah..u walk no open eyes one ah..Lol..haha..den she hlp mi to rub n apply med..haha..thx mum..hahahaa.. everytime c u so sad..i oso v.sad lei..bt..i duno hw to comfort u oso.. hmm.. its lk been so long seems we both chat together le..
i koe u r nt tt happy wif yr work..i koe its hard on u..i oso hope to grow up more faster so tt u can dun nd to work..dun nd to worry abt us..n can go holiday... hmmmm...when will tt day cum...
its hard for mi to say I luV u... bt..i still mux say here..u r e best mum...haha... =)
nw tokkin online wif sinhui candy n one new "fren" xmm...hahahaha.... ps lei..my window keep on gt prob...haha.. v.pek chek oso..hahahahahaha... gng slp soon le... wan an...
loves;
2:02 AM
so suayyyyyy.....
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
today nv go sch..wake up my gastric is still in pain lei..hmmm..went n c doc le..gt a mc..he oso nv tell mi wts my prob hw cum y lk tt..hmmm..gt 2days mc..will c whether tml ok anot..hmm..jux nw at home wana go n tk my phone sprain my ankle..wth..flat road oso can sprain ankle ah...damn pain..is lk a knife sudd pierc through my heart lk tt..feel lk screamin bt i cant speak its jux too pain..wtf..nw abit swollen le..thk mayb gonna c another doc liao..morin c english doc..mayb nite or tml go c chinese doc ba..nw my ankle look lk a tang yuan..LOL..
so suay....
loves;
3:27 PM
=)
hmmm..ystd seems lk a long day for mi...haha..came back frm sch go pui hse.. start our cookin..haha.. we cook until ard 5smth..all done..haha..e soup nice lei..bhb..haha..after tt acc qh go pass her thing after tt meet eve cum back hg n ard 8smth lk tt..mi n qh went n find candy theyll..cox we wana pass our soup n rice ma.. reach der..slack awhile c dem jam until nite...when gng hm tt time pass him our things..he in a rush ba..nv say thank u..haha...rushin for last train..cannot blame oso..haha..when we walkin to tk bus den realise..we oso no bus le lei..mux tk train to amk n change den we faster rush for e last trian oso..haha..heng ah..run in jux in time..haha...on e wa back..my gastric is lk pain gao i wana pu siao liao..1st time ever so pain sia..pain until i drop tears lo..bth ah..feel lk dying ah..tis kind of pain once is enuff...duno y will pain lei..i gt eat wt..hmm...we tk to amk den my bus oso dun hv le..ahhh..den tk bus to qh hse der..actually still gt bus for mi de..bt..my gastric reali in pain..den tk cab hm lo..reach hm..bath le..drink smth much more beta..hmm..den i online cox i wana do smth ma..hmm.. den i saw him online..was thkin wana pm him ma den went n find him chat...at first i c he lk no mood lk tt..dun dare to play play..haha..bt in e end ok ba..haha..at least he still will rem to say thz..haha..he say later hungry den drink e soup..bt..duno in e end he gt drink anot..haha..in e end he say smth quite..hmmm..haha... "u gastric go eat soemthng la"... haha.. so gd man..haha... offline le den call qh n chat wif her..haha.. i gu yi dun let u slp de..haha... =)
hmm..sinhui..nxt time dun mia le..worried for u oso... cheer up k..bt..at least in e end he did pop by n say thanks to u..jia you on yr studies... tc oso.. =)
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saw tis at ntuc...duno ets tt..so cute..haha..thk is a fruit ba..lol...
loves;
2:21 PM
lalalalalalala~
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
hmm..went sch today..gt lectuer by miss tan abt our proj stuffs..hmmmm...after tt con't doin e report for e ebp..after tt went for alvin chan lesson..he release us early today..woohoo..haha..can go eat le..cox hungry ma..haha..after eatin jiu go hm le..ard 8lk tt meet qh theyll..den we went ntuc n buy food..haha..after tt went pui hse to slack..haha...woohoo..
im lk gng siao liao lei..haha...lalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.....
dear candy open a tcg..haha....anyone tt is gd at tokkin cock, singing song n playin mahjong can join us..LOl...
haha..
we luv to tc...haha...
go watch tv le..gt energy later..haha... bb le..wan an..haha...
i guess im reali mad...haha..
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loves;
12:16 AM
haha...
Sunday, November 12, 2006
hmm..today ard 2smth go meet qh n pui eh..after tt went somerset n meet qh de fren..hmm..we were suppose to catch 3.10 de show de..bt came too late le..so decided to watch 5.30de lo..we watch Final Call (a japanese show)..haha... after buyin e tix we went to e basement to eat japanese food..hmm..e food ok la..haha..den after eatin we go walk walk n they say they wana play pool..den ok lo..went n play kpool..they play n mi n qh watch them play.. when we reach der i saw sumone den i tell qh..den we were hopin to c sumone..haha..n we go stalk dem..haha..bt in e end no la..den its abt time to watch movie le..hmm...e show quite nice de lei..its abt when u receive a msg, u either forward e msg or u will die...at e back quite touchin lei.. tt gal receive e msg n tt guy in order nt to c e gal he like dies, he send it to himself..n in e end he die for her..so wei da..hmmmm..in real life gt meh..Lol.. tt guy oso v.handsum lei..haha..e show end at ard 7+...when walkin dwn at level2..i sudd saw tis guy lk v.familiar lk tt..den i hold qh point n say misaki lei..reali is him lei..hmm..we walk over n qh call him.. he quite gd oso lei..gt tok alittle bit..hmm..he waitin for sumone ba..den after tt on e way walkin to nel, saw tis guy kuek de buddy frm hellven de..haha..today lk saw quite alot of ppl de lei..haha..bt jiu shi nv saw him..haha..all is fate ah..Lol..den went back hg n meet candy..n we go 805eat..after tt went alighting point tok abit den i acc qh go hm..cox they gng jb eat seafood ma...ben lai wan go de bt duno my passport pt where oso..haha..den after tt went hm lo..
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loves;
12:11 AM
yea...haha...
Saturday, November 11, 2006
hmm..today at nite went n meet eileen..was supposed to meet her at eveining time de bt change to nite..haha..
damn long time nv meet her le..since sch reopen i like oni ystd den saw her once in sch..haha..we went n eat n chat alot..haha..talk craps oso..haha..we stay at hg mall until 10+ den went alighting point n con't chattin.. Lol..we r reali 38..haha...on e way to alighting point saw meiyun..haha.. we chatted abt sum topic n eileen wana tk off frm her boss tml..den i hlp her to find excuse..haha..nw den i koe im a gd liar..haha... den we were doin sum funny exercise..den i realise i look so much lk retarded lk tt..haha..n when we were tokkin quite engross sudd lk heard sumone callin my name...den turn ard saw may theyll..haha.. after tt we tok awhile more jiu go home le..actually we was thkin of findin a place n chat until morin de..haha.. too kua zhang le rite..haha..bt in e end nv..cox i rem i promise mum today go home early ma.. haha..den acc eileen to wait for e last train den i tk bus hm..
life is precious..live it.. dun live yr life wif regrets...u wont koe wt will happen e nxt min..
live every single secs of yr life meaningfull..
happiness is in yr own hand.. at least u try... so..u wont hv regrets.... jia you..haha... gD Luck to Uuuuuu.. haha.....I support U...haha.....wheres mine..LOL..
Be sure tt you let ppl koe..hw much they mean to u
take the time to say the words..
b4 yr time is through...
loves;
1:07 AM
:X :X :X :X :X
Friday, November 10, 2006
sumtimes..sumthings jux wont b e same anymore... miss da old times..
i miss tis date 10/8/2006.. tis time...
I don't remember when it happened.
I'd get dizzy just thinking about you.
No matter how hard of a time
I'm in I can't express it and your smile keeps me going ......
loves;
3:44 PM
Two Words..
I didn't know it was love, it slowly settled upon me.
With a smile like the day's sunlight, you come my way
I thought it might be love, it quietly crept up
With eyes like the moonlight, you're smiling.
I say I want to know
When I see you I begin to shake with nervousness,
no matter how I try to turn away and tell myself it isn't true.
I'm so in love with you
But in the end, it's you.
I can't have it
but when I see you, my heart is struck with pain
No matter how I erase and forget,
I'm left with the words: in the end it wasn't me.
I know now that I've become so much like you.
When I see you, I smile
Promise you I'll show you now
I say I want to know
When I see you I begin to shake with nervousness,
no matter how I try to turn away and tell myself it isn't true.
I'm so in love with you
But in the end, it's you.
I can't have it
but when I see you, my heart is struck with pain
No matter how I erase and forget,
in the end it wasn't me.
Smile again, though many things will change
like my appearance and these old memories
smile again despite the past days of hardships
i've prepared something just for you.
I can't let you go.
Can't you, please, look my way?
I'm standing here like this behind you,
laughing even though it hurts, smiling even though I'm sad.
I'm so in love with you, I'm right here.
Will you listen now?
To these words that I'm carefully taking out?
that I try to carefully take out
no matter how I try to turn away and say it isn't true,
I'm left repeating these words by myself, stay by my side, stay.....
loves;
3:15 PM
k for con't nites...
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
stupid msn..keep on hanging tonite..i hate my com tonite..so lagging n keep hanging...reinstall le still de same.. fark up man..n nw i hv to rewrite e whole entry again...
hmm..ystd went to eat pizza..we wanted to eat student meal de bt when we reach der e time over le.bt in e end we still gt eat la..lol..cox quite long nv eat le ma..haha..den after eatin i acc qh to go to her fren jz grandmum de wake..hmm..tt place is at serengoon bt they say dun hv bus to go in.. den we tk train to serangoon le tk cab dwn..$8.20lei.. frm serangoon mrt to serangoon garden..daylight robbery ah..lol..mi n qh still thot e uncle will charge us cheaper abit..cox he oso duno e way ma...nan li zhi da e uncle stil say loud loud $8.20..Lol.. hmm..saw her fren..quite gd de..friendly oso..haha..we stay until 9.15 lk tt den we left der..n we meet pui eh cox we feel lk gng sing k again..haha.. v.sian ma..nth to do oso..haha..
sing until 1/2way mi n qh feel lk eatin bt der de food so ex den cannot da bao summore..bt we still go dwn 7-11 buy cup noodles..lol..was thkin of eat finish le den go back de..bt den pui eh alone upstairs..lol..den qh jiu say chiong la..i say dun wna la later kana caught v.ps de lei..lol..bt we went up..outside e kbox was thkin lk tt walk in bt saw e manager(Si Ma Gao) der den lk tt cfm will saw ma..den i tell qh"eh u go ask e SiMaGao gt paper bag gv us anot?" qh go ask n he reali go n tk for us.. funny man..we laugh till peng ah.lol..when runin in runnin in sudd saw w SiMaGao..he lk saw us tkin things in lei..bt nv say anything..lol..reali damn funny ah..
thx to SiMaGao for hlpin us to sneak in our food...LOL...
tml after talk can go hm le..yea...haha... hmmmm..can't tahan my com le..super duper laggin.. F man..
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our pizza..
drooling le..LOL..
paper bag frm SiMaGao..LOL...
loves;
11:50 PM
haha...
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
today went sch for e sw test..e teacher nv teach us anything n nw wan us to sit for e test..where gt tis kind of things de..bt e test machiam lk nt test lk tt cox we can discuss our ans..LoL..can say is almost everyone e same ans ba..lol..after tt went for ebp lesson...haha..today sw cancel..means..can go hm early..haha..sch reopen so long le i bet e teacher oso duno who r we..haha..went hm ard 1.. feel lk slpin nw..haha..
later gng eat pizza..cox eve say wan eat..hmm.. poke le lei..Lol..
loves;
3:02 PM
Lifeless mi...
Monday, November 06, 2006
hmm..wake up in de morin..was so shag man..on e way to sch i was lk dazing all e way..n keep blockin ppl way.. sudd feel so down oso.. wt gt into mi..hmm..i oso duno..reach sch feel much better..mayb i jux cant b left alone ba.. althot ppl keep sayin its best to keep alone...bt i thk its nt for mi..once im alone i'll keep thkin of things... today our class hv our monthly celebrations.. sep cum oct cum nov...lol..funny..haha..was quite happy in sch..bt on e journey back hm..emo again... hmm....
我以忘了上一次开心大笑是何时........
无奈的苦笑不必找牵强的理由
就让它日日夜夜刺痛我胸口
让我眼神没有焦点....
泪水模糊我的视线.....
at nite went kbox..wantin to go v.long le..finally go le..haha..bt quite ex lei..sing nt enuff oso..haha.. after singin ys came n drive us home...thx..hah..n ps close yr door so loud..haha..
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I dun lk tis pic..bt duno y i still pt..haha..look so nan kan...hhaa..
loves;
9:14 PM
steamboat...haha..
ystd ard evening went church den go qh hse meet her first cox she say meet 6.15ma den i 5.40 ok alrd..still early den i go her hse slack first lo..after tt meet candy, sinhui, dianelle, huiyi, connie n her cousin at marina cox we were late..when walkin to amk mrt statin we saw vics..haha..his face lk v.sad lk tt..haha..quite long nv eat steamboat le..haha..n we were talkin craps all e way..haha..hmm..eat until ard 10+ den we leave der n go hm lo.. its quite fun gng out wif dem..haha..
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Our potong ice cream..6red bean Vs 2sweet corn..Lol..
loves;
9:07 PM
hmmm hmmm hmm.....
sumthings jux wont b e same anymore....
is tt reali so..I guess i shld'nt b bothered anymore ba...
sumone jux mayb don deserve it...
sumone pls control mi...
i wan to stop..bt i guess i cant...
i jux wana live happily in my life...nth more....
gng sch le..bb....sigh~
loves;
11:29 AM
KDF concert....
Sunday, November 05, 2006
haha..went for e kdf concert at fort canning green ystd..mi n qh was nearly late..bt we rush der jux in time..jux started..haha..heng ah..cox lucy is e first grp to perform ma..haha..nuinai was one of e host oso..hmm.. e performance was emm...great..haha...they sing 4songs.. ZhongJiYiBan, WoZhiZaiHuNi, TiGuan n DiYiTian.. after their performance was soul de..after soul perfom we went out n sit cox dun feel lk watchin mlb de..haha.. after tt is YuanWeiGueXin..haha..wa..e peson incharge of e pa system de..keep playin e wrong song for dem.. haha..den..haha...Lee Seng Jie turn liao..haha..was waitin for his turn to sing quite long le..cox his song nice ma..haha..he gt sing ZhuiJin lei..haha...after tt nuinai perform..woo..his dance steps reali wOo man..haha.. he sang his new ep de song KuiLei n one sentimental de DianShuiQinTin ah..(thk so ba..don quite rem).. while he perfom i saw sum ppl at e side der den i ask qh is tt energy..haha..n its kunda..he watchin nuinai dancing.. e feelin was lk..hmm..swt n sad ba...den..haha..waited so long..finally energy turn le..haha..my god..they r still da best..haha..ystd is oso shuwei bday..he cute la..haha..nuinai took e cake out n sing bday song for him.. so swt la..after tt when they were performing e last song, they ask nuinai up n e 4of dem sing together.. they sing Duo Ai Wo Yi Tian...reali so swt la..so long nv c dem perform together since last year le ba..hmmmm.. nicesh nicesh.. e event end at ard 11smth ba...n when walkin out saw yw n eve theyll they came n find us..haha..after tt event theyll all went to Jumbo seafood at riverwalk clark quay der to eat..eat together wif energy theyll lei..lol..i oso wan lei..Lol..kunda v.cute la..haha..they eat until ard 12smth..den sb theyll went back mdc.. n we went to chinatown eve mum shop der to eat e nasi lemak.. v.hungry lei..after eatin we went sentosa..haha...nth much oso..play wif e water..haha..after tt i was feelin v.bu shu fu..feel lk vomiting..eat swt le feel much better..n i slept through e journey back hm..haha...
on e way to eat was actually feelin abit sad lei..n nt happy oso..due to sumthing ba..hmmm....haiz...
all da pics r nt v.tt clear...
so swt..e 4of dem.. Dou Ai Wo Yi Tian.....
loves;
1:36 PM
haha..happy day...
Saturday, November 04, 2006
today went out alrd 11smth n meet joyce at cck den go bukit panjang together..cox i duno hw to go ma..haha.. i was late reach der ard 1245..haha..alittle bit late nia la..haha..den we go n buy e ingredients for e food..after buyin rainin v.big lei...den we went n take Lrt..haha..n leong funny la..haha..first time tk Lrt n tk pic..haha.. sua gosh..(sua gu).. haha..n we went 1round back to bukit panjang n we went bp plaza.. wa..e rainin lk palyin wif us lei.. when we wana cross rain so big..cross over le rain bcum small le..we bought sushi to eat cox morin until afternoon haven eat yet..hungry lei..den went annie hse to start cookin....haha..we cook pasta..haha..bought quite alot of things lei..haha..its lk long time since i hv gatherin wif u guys lei..haha..we eat alot n waste sum oso..haha.. went off at ard 8smth.. tk train to ps to meet qh, candy n may cox we gng der mk payment ma..den after tt we went fort canning hill..cox lucy theyll havin sound check den go der look look lo.. tt place hard for us to find man.. we lk machiam walk a whole rd lk tt.. so hot n tired lo..n finally we found lo..actually is walk e correct place de bt we went another direction..hmmm..wow..quite gd de lei..gt a total of 4songs..haha.. den after tt we sitted at a place awhile den went off back to hm....
today i quite enjoy myself..quite fun de..haha..since long i had gatherin wif ull le..haha..
haha..sum of e pics we took..haha..
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haha..gt e tix for tml fort canning de concert le..haha..
Title: hmmm..
Date: 02 Nov 06
nv went sch today..hmmm..at nite acc qh go work..after tt went kovan..den we went back alighting point to slack..n heard sumthing quite shockin de lei.. we nv knew when it happen..we nv knew when it start.. we nv knew izzit e truth..we nv knew.....was actually quite shock lei..nw..feel tt e distance is gettin bigger n bigger... hmm...tts nth we can do oso ba..after tt went qh hse c Queelin..haha..she came tonite..haha... she still as cute as ever la..haha..den went hm at ard 2+..haha..
loves;
1:07 AM
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
Im Feelin like a Lifeless
Soul~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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loves;
4:25 PM
Career Fair...
hmm..2day went simei again..for e career fair..ystd while waitin for e bus to cum n fetch us to simei, we waited solong n oni 1bus came..den my teacher call up another teacher cox we were supposed 3class to share 2bus de..my teacher called n wtf..tt teacher go w/o us liao lo.. she v.wt lo..expect us 2class to squeeze 1bus meh..5of us sit our teacher car, e rest tk e bus n e malay gals suggest tt we ownself tk train n mk our own way der.. den ok lo..13 of us tk train der ourselves..reach der abt 4 smth lo..e career fair ending soon, ppl gng hm n here we r jux reach..reali angry tt teacher lo.. guo fen lei.. at e career fair qh came meet us n we went hm together cox today she oso gt go ma..den i go hm n change first after tt went n eat.. den pui say wan go eve hse cox eve she lk mood nt gd ma.. den ok lo..we go lo..den slack at her hse.. at ard 12den went hm..
hmm..tis few days mood r reali v.bad..hmm....mayb 1day i will b lk ahsa in dairy lk tt.. psycho liao.. haha..
loves;
2:49 PM
Global Education Seminar...
tosay went simei ite for e Global Education Seminar..e event start at 3 bt we were early n reach der at 2..we went to e canteen der n sit n ms tan treated us everyone ice cream..haha..thx cher...haha...after tt we proceed to e auditorium..e auditorium is reali v.big n high..we sit on top look dwn is so scarly..haha.. e startin of e talk is so so so so damn borin..can c alot of ppl slpin..haha..den followed was quite interesting..a talk by e 77th street person..haha.. den borin again..ah...haha..n e talk ended at ard 5.30.. after tt went hm n prepare cox gng to vivo n watch "dairy" ma..eve came n we went j8 first den to vivo..haha..we watchin 9.10 de show bt we reach der alrd 8.45 le..n we were so damn hungry bt no time to eat le..den we buy gv de food n go in eat lo..cox bo bian liao..hmmm... e show nt v.nice lei..its abt ahsa lk abit psycho lk tt..we lk go in jux to watch ahsa lk tt...haha..after e show we went to e water der n daze ard..after tt went pasir ris park cox yw theyll opening bbq der...after tt went n eat prata le hm swt hm....haha..
haha..gt e tix for e sat fort canning hill concert...haha..
loves;
2:23 PM
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