好累lei...
Saturday, November 17, 2007
hmm..went thru my old post jux nw n time reali pass v.fast..nw 2007 oreadi gng to an end le..
alot of memories floodin back..both gd n bad ones..i reali miss those time in sch man..all those fun,laughter,jokes n gossipin..those were reali v.fun..no stress at all...bt nw, everything changes.. everyone gt our diff lives gng on.. workin, studyin, servin ns...
all gng diff ways in lives..hardly get together as often as last time..i jux simply miss those days.. hw gd can it b if we can go back to the past..bt i koe,everyone hv to move on..we hv to grow up..cant oways thk of e past.
in e past when im down or sad, whenever i go sch i will oways end my day wif a smile =) cox my frenz will oways b der for mi to cheer mi up n they nv fail to brighten up my day..
But Nw..whenever im dwn or sad..gng to wrk is more worst...i can oni swallow dwn myself..n still have to pretend im alrite nth happen n smile n joke infornt of my collegue..i felt so fake...n i oways end my day wif a =( no longer a =) animore..But i cant say dey r bad oso, cox dey do care bt..its jux nt e same...
im facin stress n worries everyday..duno wt wil happen e nxt min..n i duno hw long more i can survive..cox.. 我真的活的好辛苦...我知道读的人也是很辛苦..But..its hard for mi to b happy..Cox tts far too mani things for mi to handle myself..i cant hlp bt b wt i am nw..
if u sincerely wan mi to b happy den dun keep on askin e reason behind..if i wana say, i wil say, if i dun feel lk sayin no matter wt i wil nt say..thx..
loves;
10:43 PM
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你说 我们 不是你和我.....
是我想太多 我也这样说 这是唯一能 安慰我的理由
都是错在我太晚我才懂 爱了你太多......
loves;
2:29 PM
