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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
叫我 这么不去想你
叫我 这么放心得下你.....tc all my fren..
life is precious..
we reali wont koe when we will b leaving
n when our luvs one will leave us too..treasure n cherish b4 everything is lost..所以只要把握現在就好了。
我們只能把握現在。
loves;
12:27 AM
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Saturday, January 27, 2007
wake up in e morin wanted to go open hse de..
bt in e end wake up..
feel so xin ku..fever..den nv go..
tk med n went back slp again..
nw feelin lk everything is shakin... (((O.o)))...
my mum is sick oso...hai..take reali reali gd care...
my bro is reali a damn bastard....
since u r SO "gd" in actin y dun u go join mediacorp..
F.off...
loves;
3:13 PM
zZzZzZzZ
today wake up ard7..after tt 9 acc eve go for interview..
reach e place ard 10.15..haa..1hr late..LoL..
eve mistaken e level at 20floor..
n actually e place is at 10floor..
haa..so funny..
after e interview..
eve find her way to clementi..
reach clementi mac ard 11.40..
faster eat le den she drive mi go sch..
haha..thx ah..
e ceo cumin our class today..haha..
we r lk go der to pt up a show lk tt..haha..
bt e ceo went off quite early..
n we went off at ard 1.15....
came back hm..
saw e same scenario again..
i v.piss..
hmm..ard evein time meet qh go bugis..
manage to buy my clothes le..
after tt went hg mall eat mac den to hm.....
tis few days my tooth v.pain lei..
duno izzit e zhi hui ya..
reali v.pain..HlP!!!
shld i go c a dentist.......
bt i scare pain lei...
zZzzzZ
loves;
12:50 AM
a.e.i.o._
Thursday, January 25, 2007
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你這愛情 大傻瓜
當眼淚輕輕滑落我的側臉 卻絲毫察覺不到傷悲 原來 是麻痺了心碎
its weird...
i duno....
hard to explain...
my frens:
i koe i hv been down since quite sumtimes ago..
thx for oways cheering mi up...
thx for bein der for mi tt day...
thx for e chocos.. =)thx for oways endin my sch day wif a =)
thx...thx for everything...
i koe n i wil oways rem..=))
loves;
10:33 PM
T.T
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
sumtimes things do happen..bt im sick of writin it..
everytime i thot of tellin u e truth,
i told myself u will still choose to believe him instead of mi..
so i will rather tk it as i duno a thing..
y..
hai..
since u hv choosen to believe lies rather den truth,
its up to u
im sick of it.......
i hv nth more to say....
e scar tt nv heals.......
e heart tt nv believe.............
i shld hv hold back..
i nearly broke dwn...
mayb i cant tk it anymore...
loves;
10:11 PM
project star...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
today wake up at 645..
went vivo for e project star..
reach der at 9+..
tk attendance n hlp 2 move stuffs..
after tt we waited for dem to brief us..
der is our class n one junior one..
when e person briefing us..e other clss didnt bother 2even listen..
n when askin for volunteers..dey jux look at us as if we mux go For Sure lk tt..
den sum even walk away..its lk..wt la..
den ok lo..our clss volunteer lo..since dey dun wan..
went tk cab to yew tee for e audition thing to start..
its quite fun n interestin actually..
e thing ended at ard 3 den we tk cab back 2vivo..
nth much for us 2do..
den we went n find ms tan..
her baby charlotte so cute..haa...
after tt we went banquet n eat..
den awhile later js call n say dun nd 2go back reoprt le cox rainin..
haa..can go off earlier..
after eatin,we went n find weiqi theyll...
den begin slackin cox V.tired..so sLeepy oso..
we sit at e chair der n tok n tk pics n wait for e rest to shp finish..
den they went orchard n we went hm..
so tired - so sleeply...zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZjux nw went hm saw tt uncle again..he reali scare e guts out of mi.... =X
nt forgettin to wish our bday gal xueni:
HapPY bIrThdAy... =)
loves;
12:16 AM
haa...
Saturday, January 20, 2007
went to tp open hse ystd..
meet annie, xueni, meiling,jiasin, yL n leong..
we went tm n find sumthing to eat b4 gng...
ms tan meet us over der oso..
went tp..e ppl der is too..
over friendly..haa..
e courses der r nt bad..
one of it is e multimedia one..
seems interesting...
after walkin almost all e booth..
meiling went off den,we went to e canteen der to eat..
we complain alot of things to ms tan..haa..
after eatin..
went walk awhile den decide to go off...
walk all e way to leong hse cox he wana pt his stuff..
den tk bus to inter jiason went hm den acc xueni to bugis to meet her frenz..
reach le..acc annie go buy her bag den went bugis foodcourt to eat..
eat slow oso wan nag...LOL..
..i ask annie a qns..Lol..
mi: tom yam is korean or japanes food ah..??
annie:tom yam is thai food..
LOL..i forgotten tom yam is thai food man..haa..
after eatin we walk to suntec n tk 107..
on e way walkin der quite fun..
leong in a rush walk v.fast..
bt mi n annie is lk crazy lk tt..kp on playin..
walk 10steps stop 8steps
walk 50steps play 60steps..
LOL..
den mi n yl tk107 back..
reach her hse der she wanted to go e pet shp to buy her hamster stuff..
acc her walk over..choose e things alrd..der dun tk nets..
muz walk all e way to esso der n walk back again..
leg wan break liao ah..
haa...
reach hm-bath-zZzZzZzZzZzZ
loves;
11:04 PM
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
hmm...tis few days in sch feelin totally SUX...
my exam paper minus another 2marks lei..sadded =(
56.5...bt..average mark gt past jiu hao..
我不是 一定要 A..
ystd gt sumone OIE mi..
i dun wana say who is e sumone..
i reali piss lo..i hate ppl to OIE mi lo..
n summore u r askin a favour frm MI lei..
can ke qi abit alot..cannot c i readin msg meh..
wait la..wtf lo..
idoilt..spoilt mine mood..
hmm..our sch de com gt virus n afew of dem thumbdrive kana oso..
i gng to use my thumbdrive to save e proj tml..
hope dun so suay kana oso ba..
u scare kana virus..as if i dun scare lk tt la..
i oso nd to use mine thumbdrive rite..
i was reali quite angry over it..nw tt u agree..
ok lo..
abt today..
oso v.angry...
i say wt..kana shoot back..
I DUN TOK...
during sw..wait for e idoilt teacher to cum..
he inside liao still dun wan to attend to our class..
idoilt lo..we went runnin he ask us to run to e back der 1round..
e slop der so Dangerous lo..
meiling mi n joyce..runnin first den i duno infront gt lorry..
when i lift my head up e lorry infornt of mi lo..
nearly gt knock dwn by e lorry lo..
went back le we tell e teacher..
he still lk dun believe us lo..
wat man..dun believe nvm la..
still nd to say those words until so sarcastic meh..
wt no lorry no car wont knock ull dwn..wt la...
idolit lo..dun lk him lei..
i thk tis year is nt a gd year for mi..
pls..take gd gd care of yrself.... =x
haa.. =)
loves;
9:19 PM
hmmm....
Sunday, January 14, 2007
today went bigis wif qh cox i wana buy my shoes ma..finally bought le..haha..
smth happen at e village so funny...
qh: ni shou wo bi jiao siang ni de hao peng you...
aunty: Shhhh!!
LoL..Lmao..aunty ask her to shhh..
aunty oso bth ah..Lol..
hmm..walk walk until 9smth den went back...
jux nw on e way walkin hm..
sudd lk saw gt shadow behind mi..
den i tk dwn my earpiece..
herad a uncle calling mi.. xiaomei xiaomei..
den i turn ard n c..its tt time tt uncle..
scare mi sia..den i faster turn back n tk e stairs..
bt..he follow mi up..
walk until 2nd floor..he stand der smilling n lookin at mi..
so scarly can..den i faster climb to 3rd floor den walk xtra 1rd den went hm..
tt uncle is so so so damn scary n disgustin can..
irritating de lei..
nite dun slp go n disturb ppl..
v.fun meh...
hate tis kind of Uncle lei..
2day lk so suay..
firstly scare by tt uncle..
den bathin 1/2way a crocroach run out of no way n scare mi..
tryin to kill it bt e crocroach lk gt long live lk tt..
hw i kill..it wont die...
kill e crocroach 1/2way my ring duno drop until wher..lost le..
n nw....my phone drop on..so shiok ah..
i gt step on dog shit meh..sudd so suay..hai..
xueni bday cake..
loves;
12:46 AM
hapPy adVance bDay..
Friday, January 12, 2007
hmm..ystd went sch..reach sch..went n meet eileen..
thx for e choco..=))
went inside class..so few ppl oni..
count mi in less den 10ppl..
cox quite afew of dem late...
go for e lesson oso nth to do..
den we slack lo..
slack until 12..haa..
after tt was supposed to go annie hse..
bt they jux reach seng song oni..
den we went seng song n meet dem to buy ingredients..
after buyin went annie hse..
started to prepare those food..
boil egg, wash veg, wash prawns,fishball..
n xueni do almost all e cookin...xin ku le..
bday still cook for us..
we prepare until ard 4..
annie joyce yl n mi play mahjong..
while waitin for weiqi n leong to cum..haa..
dey ard 5+ came..tk e cake in n we sing bday song for her..
den con't one more game of mahjong den took her present out for her..
hope u lk e present..haa..
den we con't slackin cox waitin for
gefforey shibin winson n meiling to cum..
dey reach at ard 8..
we wanted to squeeze 11ppl together..
bt in e end thk cant squeeze ba..
den we eat 2rd separately..
hmm..i dunno y..
my mood still nt so gd lei..
being quite moody..
didnt tok tt much too..
sorri ya..
hmm..wait for dem to eat finish..
meiling brought her sis over oso..
her sis v.cute lei..haha..
n winson kp on imitated her laughter..haa..
den we cut cake..ard 11.40 le..
we went off after takin pic..
we decided to tk cab back..
cox we thk no more train le ba..
den xueni went off first..
den mi mi leong n yL share one cab..
inside e cab..
leong ask mi 72still gt anot..
so late liao wher gt..bt i tell him 81 stil gt..
bt he dun believe mi..
u live tamp so long u duno 81 gt reach tamp ah..haa.
den tk cab until my hse here
den he alight wif mi n pei mi walk hm..
haa..thx ah..haaa...
reach hm alrd 1230 so tired..
go bath..tok on e phone awhile den went to bed..
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sorri for reali being so moody tis few days...
我不清不楚 不知道我要的到底是什么....hai..
謝謝你們 那些愛過我 傷害過我的人
成長的路 總是需要 快樂悲傷的犧牲
不怕挫折 我也不怕 結局 結尾 太殘忍
只要活著 還能說著 這一切 都不算什麼
謝謝此刻 那首曾經讓我 感動流悌的歌
獨自一人 聽著哼著 學會了成全捨得
我不怕苦 我只怕 這回憶 想起太美了 .....
havin a smile all day long dosent mean im happy at all..
loves;
3:42 PM
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
hmm..tis few days since sch reopen my mood dosent seems to b gd...
everyday is jux e same routine....
hai..everyday so moody so borin...so pek chek summore..
y y y...haiz....
i hate tt feeling..
n its cumin back again..
sorri if i did it again...
im jux feeling so.......
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loves;
9:56 PM
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很抱歉我对你如此迷恋
很抱歉我像个傻子一样
我努力的想放弃却做不到
因为你是如此的令我着迷
很抱歉我如此的需要你但
你并没有相同的感受
我知道应该怎么做
但是我却做不到
原谅我如此执着
我已试着再让自己解脱知道你以心有所属
她陪伴在你身旁
给你真心宠爱
但是你不知道我愿，我是多少
但你可知我有多想成为你的挚爱
唯一的谁有允许
再夜里与你相依偎
你不知道我有多想成为你的挚爱
很抱歉我对你的渴望
很抱歉我违反了游戏规则
但如果你是我你将会怎么作
感到无尽的失落与沮丧
很抱歉我是如此的爱你
很抱歉我像个傻子一样
我努力的想放弃却做不到
因为你是如此的令我着迷
你已心有所属
希望她真心待你我愿我是唯一的一个
多盼望我是那个可以与你相守的人
别责怪我的天真
我不知道此刻还能做些什么
多希望我的祈祷、梦想能够成真 ............
loves;
9:29 PM
=))
loves;
9:14 PM
hmm hmmm
Sunday, January 07, 2007
hmm...
ystd meet qh n st went far east..
cox qh wana buy shoes..
reach der ard 8+...
buy her shoes le den we went eat ramen..
tt shop e pic look nice bt e food nt nice de lei..
hmm..after tt went slack lo..cox no place to go..
walk awhile went back hg n wait for ys theyll to cum..
after tt we went pasir ris der de pub der n drink..
theyll drink bt i nv drink i drink pepsi oni..LoL..
hmm..e place so emo..haa..n e music all lk so old liao..
haha..den they say nxt time go to another pub beside one..
abit sian..den ard 2smth den we went off den go eat n went hm le..
saw tis quote in e newspaper tis morin..
Everything is gD when they are New..bt frenz...when Old..
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tml sch reopen le..so borin...
bb
loves;
6:19 PM
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
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i guess ive done smth tt i shldnt hv done..
i koe i shldnt hv done tt..
shldnt hurt myself lk tt...
bt i jux dunno wt gt into my mind for tt v.moment..
bt..wt done hv alrd been done..
im gettin better...
im nt gd at words too..
thx..n sorri....
gng hospital to visit my uncle le..
hope he get well soon.....
=)
=))
loves;
2:32 PM
010107
Monday, January 01, 2007
happy new year...happy???
reali happy???
hmm..ystd ard 5smth went church..
after tt went qh hse n slack..
cox meeting candy at 7..
hmm..meet le went 805 eat..
after tt went vivo for da countdwn..
reach der so mani ppl..look for may le den went in..
e security is so lousy lo..anyhw de..
check tix oso nv check properly...
startin of e event is so boring lo..
when gng 11 it started drizzling..
bt heng...in e end still manage to c e whole countdwn..
hmm..actually nt v.high lei..quite borin de lei..
lucy sang one song.. sum41-over my head..
nice..bt its lk so fast finish le..
at e end duno y mood swing again..haa..
after e event..waited for ys theyll to cum..
hmm..saw kuek..they call him..first time he walk away..
bt 2nd time he walk back again..
he walk over tk pic smile until lk v.happy lk tt..
hmm...candy ask mi wana tk pic wif him anot..
den i no mood to tk i say dun wan lo..
den he oso di siao repeat
"wl wan tk anot wl wl wan tk anot"
so weird lei..he lk tt call..
nt use to it..
bt at e end..i abit regret nv tk la..
cox duno when is e nxt time ma..
bt..i oso reali no mood to tk.. hmm...
after tt eve theyll came le..
candy n mi went n search for lobbyD..
in e end we went back..oso no ppl le..
den we went bk n eat..
after eatin..went kallang der..cox they playin poker..
stay until 3 smth den they went eat..
den nth much le..
reach hm ard 6smth..
tok on e phone wif qh..
hmm..she told mi smth..
hmmm............................
tok until ard 6.45
den msg wif darling candy until 7.30..
tokkin abt all those memories....haa...
i slp for pathetic 3hrs den wake up watch tv..haha..
during rehersal..
our tix..
he reali smilling so happily....im nt inside..haa..
loves;
3:05 PM
